The space between

When one distances themselves from another, the bond that might have once been there begins to deteriorate. I would like to consider myself a victim of this, for a numerous amount of occassions. Its weird because you have that feeling where its like a withdrawl, you miss that person, can't get them out of your mind and try your hardest to do what you can to spend time with them. As time progresses and you don't get what your reaching for, you begin to feel discouraged and ultimately you just give up and continue on with your life. Why does something that once was so important feel like its not even a factor in that amount of time? The thing is when your physically around that person, all of the feelings come back and it kind of feels like your back at square one. That's a weird manipulation my mind has over me, and I don't really know what to call it or why it even happens. If there was a feeling or mood like this on myspace, that is what I would currently be.

I can't let go no I can't let go... holding me back without even trying to.