I know that they'll be gone when the morning light sings.

Tell me why I have been having this constant feeling of loneliness lately. No matter what someone may tell , it's only a temporary reassurance. I feel so.....alone! I have no idea why. I just feel like I'm always in the back on someone's head. And not in the way that they cant stop thinking about me, but more like the way I'm the furthest thing from anyone's thoughts. Why? The constant question I ask myself is why? Is there something about me that makes me less important then anyone else? That is what i have been feeling a lot lately, but I'm not sure why. Like, what the heck triggered all of this? I guess I just set myself up for so much, and then when I take a step back into reality and starting doing an overview of my surroundings, i begin to feel insignificant? Let's stick with that. I'm wanted more for what I can do, not who I am, and that's not supposed to be in a dirty way, whoever is thinking that. I feel like people are more concerned with my labor and responsibilities I have to do then myself as a person. Ay carumba.






oh janey dont be hasty.

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