This is what happens when an unstoppable force meets an immovable object.

I've always thought I had a bit of common sense, not much, but enough to know when change is needed in your life. The thing is, I do have this, and I know what I'm supposed to be doing, but why can't I follow through with it? I have hit my immovable object, for the billionth time. I could go around it, or over it, or just blow it to tiny pieces, but my mind frame is an unstoppable force which makes it even harder. The objective I have in my mind is to move this object, and it's all I can focus on. No matter how hard I try, doing anything possible I can, this object can't be moved. I cant make this object move, and this is apparent, but at the same time I keep trying. I don't know when to stop. I don't know when I'm supposed to throw my hands up in the air and quit. I've never been one to admit defeat or quit, which makes this so much harder. I know what I want, and I know it's not going to happen, but for some reason in my mind I have the little piece of hope still. This hope keeps me coming back, trying to move this object, and this hope ultimately leads to my downfall. I believe in hope too much, I believe that if you really want something and you do whatever you can for the task at hand then you can achieve it. I've yet to find this statement true in certain aspects in my life. This in itself is frustrating. I feel like the result of one failure is going to be the outcome for the rest of my life. I can only achieve so much, I gotta fail in somethings right? But why this? Why can't I move this object. If there is a way to swap my failures, please let me know as soon as possible.