I'm like a book elegantly bound, in a language that you cant read

Where do I get off? I find myself constantly questioning the way I think. I'll be thinking completely straight no distractions or anything, then something sort of pops up, and then I find myself straying away from my original thoughts. The way I previously thought hasn't changed, but I don't know, I just think too quickly I guess....yeah, thats probably it. I assume things, I don't know. It's something I can't really put into words without being too specific, but I'm pretty sure whatever we're gonna call it, I've been doing it my whole life, and I don't know how to change it exactly. I want to focus straight on one thing, without distractions or changes in my original thought. I know, I know, this makes me sound like I have A.D.D. or something, which I wouldn't doubt, but focus in general isnt what I'm talking about. I would say more like focus on certain things in my life. I know what I want, but then I doubt it, and I go off thinking about other things.

I sound crazy, this is complicated. I cant even read myself.

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