All the places I can't reach

I find it amusing how you sometimes find yourself saying I want this, but then when you look back on times when you had something like it, you think twice. I think overall, I'm scared to be in a relationship again. I feel like I've wanted one for sometime now, but now looking at it from a different view, I'm extremely hesitant. I don't want to make more mistakes, nor do I want to settle for anything less than what I have my heart set on. I'm done seeking, finally. I'll wait until I am seeked.